Thank you for your response, eskielover!
I know grand juries are a little different, but they still may excuse me once they find out I have Complex PTSD as a result of what I grew up in - and I will let them know upfront that there is know way I can be impartial (and could even end up triggered and go into flashback mode) if a case involving child abuse comes up.
It would be nice if I was able to not be triggered because I might be able to help a child, but it is what it is and there isn't too much I can do about it.