Also I just want to say that 1. I don't expect anyone else to...solve this for me. Sometimes I just need support. 2. I do enjoy the company of others. I usually like smaller numbers. And I'm great one on one. and 3. There are some things I do really well. I religiously go to therapy and take my medication, I never miss doctor's appointments, I continually go to DBT group even though it's hard, and I push myself to go to my language class even when I don't want to.

Thanks for listening