I have songs stuck in my head. I don’t hear voices but I have thoughts that call me a loser and an idiot. I excersise vigorously but I don’t do it because I have a delusion of being a great athlete. I do it because I am prediabetic and at 6’3” I need to stay around two hundred. I also exercise vigorously to let out my anger and frustration. I go to sleep at 10 and wake up at 5 and take an afternoon nap. The worst part is that these thoughts taper off towards the evening and return visously in the morning and after my nap. The thoughts also tell me to destroy things and kill people. And the thoughts sometimes come out as us or we. I’m afraid of driving places because I have difficulty concentrating. I can read and make logical conclusions. I feel angry and frustrated often. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist. I am diagnosed as bipolar but this is something I’ve never experienced before. Am I psychotic?