My first antidepressant was my best - Effexor, it blasted me out of a deep dark depression, when my T said I was too sick to work with if I didn't go on meds I'm still on it. Only downside is it's really hard to come off.
Good luck with the Dr.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba