I mentioned to T yesterday that H said T was going to fire me (H is jealous of T). T actually laughed before catching himself, worrying about offending me and then checking in. T isn’t going anywhere *happy sigh*.

Terminated by a T stinks! I had one do it because she felt I was “too broken” to be able to heal as much as I thought I could. Another fired me while I was Sui because of her transference about her dad. A Pdoc fired me because her secretary kept calling the cops on me saying I was Sui when I just needed a med change. Then another T (that current T knows and respects a lot professionally) gave up on me because I couldn’t understand what she expected of me... so yeh... after years of abuse and abandonment as a child for not being “good.........” then all the T’s I was a *tad* worried with this T when we started. Oddly enough he seems to enjoy me and find my pretty easy to work with given my history. Even after I *might* have blown up his email yesterday.