That’s a good point, octoberful. Maybe if I try that angle instead it will be seen as more productive, and it would be. I never thought of that.
I am also going to go to my doc this week. T says I’m clinically depressed and it might be worth trying some meds, so I’ll see what my doc says. I know she was very against them a year ago, but I’ll ask. I just can’t keep continuing like this. I’m tempted to change docs if she won’t help me, but she’s also been my doc for 16 years so I’m hesitant to move on.