Hi Fern,

Yeah he repeated the part about cutting off the bad part of myself, the one with negative thoughts and anger about myself, with a meatcleaver twice. Who thinks about meatcleavers? It isn't an image that resonates with me in any positive way.

He also said he was seeing a new patient after me and that is why he cut off our meeting a few minutes early. He said he had been fooling everyone these past years that he was well when he really wasn't. I felt like he was not respecting the fact that he gets paid to provide a service for me (by the government) rather than the other way round.