I’m a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and I am always uncomfortable with the subject of sex, I have friends who will talk about there sex life open and freely and I always feel like I can’t ever respond to anything they say because I zone out. I’m triggered by the word and I hate it!! I have been married 21 years and still have never been able to enjoy myself. I’m glad I’m not alone in this. I always feel like I’m a abnormal and I just hide my feelings even though I know my friends would understand.