I hate that victims have to deal with these periods of not being able to get the abuse and there face out of our minds. I feel they have won, we will forever have days or periods like this and nobody deserves it. I often feel guilty for still having a hard time with something that happened so long ago, I realized that no matter how much therapy we have the fact that it is a part of our past will never disappear and the mind is so complicated we never know what or when we will have episodes 😞 hang in there you are not alone.