even though I've not felt suicidal today, I have had a very difficult day (or morning I should say) having a meeting with a person about end of life care.
well, I've always been saying I want to tell someone what I want to happen, and today was it
and yes, it was difficult- though the guy listened and told me that he understood, the fact I was even talking to a guy (not a girl) freaked me out
the afternoon's been better, but very draining. after all those thoughts and an intense conversation, I didn't want to do much
sat down and watched life in peaces
now I'm hungry though. want my sausages