Apparently my therapist would be fine with this and not uncomfortable with the idea of me having explicit sexual fantasies about him. Not a topic I ever expected to discuss, even hypothetically.
This came up because I was trying to explain my shame and fears about discussing very intimate but completely non sexual fantasies with him.
It's completely non sexual, but I drew a parallel with explicit sexual fantasies in terms of feelings of discomfort.
I figured this was a pretty universal thing, which was why I used it as an example. But he questioned why that would make me uncomfortable and didn't seem to think it was just the normal default reaction. And he expressed that he would not be uncomfortable with that kind of stuff either.
So now I know, I guess. But I'd rather stick to the fantasies about being held and comforted and stuff.