I totally understand. My doctor added Zoloft to my meds which totally helps with my anxiety but after I am on my prescribed dose for a while, I lose motivation (but sleep great) and can't climax very easily so I decrease or stop taking it then my motivation and sex life comes back then eventually my anxiety does to the point that I can't sleep/get too reactionary towards my son and H. Then I go back on wanting to get my life back under control. I have simply decided to use when I must. I hope they invent something better. Perhaps if we had never gone on Psych drugs in the first place we wouldn't be in such a struggle.....

I do think that having the "right" amount of anxiety helps keep us motivated enabling us to accomplish more. Maybe try taking less when you are not motivated but enough to stop the crippling anxiety?