I feel so lonely, yet I don't want to see anyone.
Every once in a while, I get flashbacks, and I don't necessarily have triggers, they just come on their own.
I've been having a better grip on my emotions, but the people were I'm at right now bring the worst out of me (culture clash).
I definitely feel there's no one I can trust at the moment, and that makes very difficult given everything I have to do.
Will this ever end? How long will his deadened gaze torment me? Why did they not close his eyes before allowing me to see him? Sometimes I just feel like I want to disappear completely...