[QUOTE=FridayT;6486901]I didn't know where to put this but because of my situation, im suffering immense amount of anxiety.

Long story short, I was dealing with an upstairs neighbor that caused a lot of noise for two years, giving me ptsd, and after his arrest for assault it was silent for a short while. Then unannounced, there were loud hammering, dropping of things and so on like construction work. I complained about it, as I did for over 2 years I lived there.

Then my landlord decided to have me leave my apartment shortly so that they can replace shower pan in my shower. So they had some people come in, rip a huge hole, trashed my apartment, left the hole there with thin sheet of plastic with no note on when they're going to finish covering the hole. Also that my landlord wanted to talk to me about complaints against me regardless of complaints I've made.

The apartment is a hellhole, everyone is doing drugs, leaving trash everywhere, inviting homeless people inside and causing a ruckus and I'm the one they target. I want to get the hell out of this apartment but i had no way of knowing where to go and I want to leave Seattle forever.[/QUOTEI I live in senior housing and believe me this place stinks, everyone knows everyone's business You cant break wind sorry about that without someone complaining about it.I dont blame u for wanting to move. I feel because of my mental illness's I get picked on a lot.too. Oh ya I have moodswings they sometimes cause me many a problem .people have complained about me, I cannot help it I am doing the best I can to slow down my yelling but I had a very servere fall and that has messed up my brain. If I got one,Why cant people seem to understand our mental illness's are not our fault?