@ Alexa Creata

I am still with my partner, we eventually got him back onto meds but he's suffering from what is of yet undiagnosed PTSD. He still goes off like a volcano of boiling venom and I have been thrown out of the house more times than I care to remember. I am regularly told that he hates me and other less than flattering names. BUT there are days when he holds me and tells me that he loves me etc.

If your situation is similar you probably have many people telling you to leave but that is your decision, don't let anyone force you into doing something that isn't right for you

Feel free to PM me if you need someone to listen