Ya i just don't wanna be sucked into the therapeutic relationship and lose focus on why im there and having a life outside therapy. Typically i dont attach and im way more guarded now than before. I know what not to do and when to leave.

I don't see it happening again but it's like the kindness and the email stuff could throw me off. I need to remain guarded and distant this time so i can get done what i need to. No time for silly fantasy relationships

So yes he's nice and that's great but if i go and he's super friendly. I wont return. I need someone like baby t who i can remain detached with. I think I'm probably gonna end up waiting a few weeks or so. I don't see much point in 1 session and not affording much else for 3 months. Might as well stick with baby t right now as ****** as his schedule is for me