Hello AhhaHuhhuh: Thank you for bringing your concerns here to PC. I noticed this is your first post. So... welcome to Psych Central.

I'm afraid we here on Psych Central cannot offer mental health diagnoses. Plus I'm not a mental health professional. So I can't offer anything with regard to what may be going on with you. Perhaps other members, here on PC, may yet have some insights they can share. In the meantime, one thing you might do is to take some of the quizzes & tests that are on offer here on PC. Here's a link to the listing of quizzes & tests that are available:

Psychological Quizzes and Tests

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.