I did a few times but I’m not still in contact with them. No crushes. I’ve had around 30 hospitalisations and in almost all I keep to myself due to the severity of my symptoms. I get paranoid and making friends can be impossible. Also I’m so obsessed with my demise that other people are of no concern to me. Mixed states with and without psychosis don’t really make you friendly.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead