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Originally Posted by daggy
Well haven't I been kicked while down
So here is the story whether I was right or wrong is mute now.
So had been trying to find a buddy through my online friends and ph contacts.
Right or wrong I respected their answer. Which in itself was therapy for me giving me the courage to keep trying against the odds.
Until this morning when I rang an old gf
She herself has many personal problems but I was at least expecting a bit of empathy.
Well didn't she unload on me making me feel worthless and basically telling me my cancer was my fault and I was in her past?
Making me actually wonder why I even bother.
When I can just sit in the corner here and let life pass me by.
She would be crying and carrying on if I wasn't here
Fml
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Ok so I'm way past caring who sees my junk both metaphorically and physically
The reason we my wife and i. Yes I'm married
The reason is I had prostate cancer that left me impotent and we have gotten every pill lotion and pump there is and still didn't work.
They tell you that mentally there is a cycle you go through as in hope try depression over and over until that is all my time is taken up with.
Then you start to try outside factors to see if anything excites
Then after finding the courage to ask outsiders to help to be knocked back by everyone.
Because apparently, sex doesn't matter.
I can tell you it does.
Then you come across an old GF who puts the boot into your ego and blames me for getting cancer in the first place.
So i think that's it.
Fml