Okay, as my name suggests......I'm still confused. I'm struggling to even accept the possiblity of DID. I return to my 'T' (hey now, I'm picking up on the the lingo) later this month and I just don't even want to go. Some days, I don't feel anything and at this very moment I'm wondering if I've just been making it all up. Which doesn't make sense because I tried to describe every single thought, sensation and possible switch I know of with the help of my hubby down to the last detail. Maybe my 'girls' are on alter vacay. Maybe I should cancel the appointment and let the T know that maybe it's something else I'm experiencing. It's frustrating to not get any answers.
I've tried to be a 'christian-ish' (emphasis on TRIED and major emphasis on ISH)person all my life. I've been finding an interest in magick lately. And my husband has been vocal on 'who' he thinks he's talking to from time to time.
Anybody else go back and forth on accepting what is really going on?