My parental units said I should be punished all my life
They wanted me to go to prison when I was 6 years old
They wanted me to go to boarding school when I was 8
They lied to me
They gaslighted me
They projected their hate and all their flaws for example extreme meanness with money and selfishness onto me
They wanted me to feel completely alone
But I don’t hate them
I miss the maternal unit sometimes
I’m not a dark being
I’m not a hater
But I’ve been hated so much
Or am I? Am I a terrible person but just so stupid or something I have no insight