My parental units said I should be punished all my life

They wanted me to go to prison when I was 6 years old

They wanted me to go to boarding school when I was 8

They lied to me

They gaslighted me

They projected their hate and all their flaws for example extreme meanness with money and selfishness onto me

They wanted me to feel completely alone

But I don’t hate them

I miss the maternal unit sometimes

I’m not a dark being

I’m not a hater

But I’ve been hated so much

Or am I? Am I a terrible person but just so stupid or something I have no insight