So something of zero importance, that he says he decided to do because he thinks it sounds fun, was something he refused to back down from regardless of how it is enormously hurtful and offensive to his parents.

I had to draw a boundary and say we just won’t be a part of it, standing there while he dishonors us like that.

I’m sorry I am not the super easy going type of parent who could have such unconditional love in my heart that I would stand there and let my son dishonor and humiliate me.

I feel small, unloved, and extremely unimportant.

I think the universe is telling me that I cannot get out of the woods of situational depression, because the hits just keep on coming.

All I can do is try to find purpose. I have much to give. I can find deserving recipients.