So VERY glad you are feeling better, blue!! That's the important thing. I'm with the others -- you don't really have anything to apologize for! You were unwell and you didn't have insight, but you didn't do anything unkind.
I worry for you that you don't have a lot of IRL support (besides your T and Pdoc). But please remember we are ALWAYS here for you and can help with fact-checking. Yeah, it can be hard to know when to do it sometimes. Is there a way we can help you with that? Just say the word and consider it done. We are more than happy to help in any way we can, because we are always rooting for you and want you to be as well as possible.
Can I just say again how glad I am that you are doing better!!!!!
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure