Welcome back, HALLIEBETH87! I'm so sorry you're hurting so much! Trust me when I say that things CAN and WILL get better! It won't be easy, but things CAN and WILL get better! I promise you that! Please keep fighting as much as you can and keep trying your best! That's all that we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS more than enough! Please don't give up hope! Try to hang on as much as you can! You're a strong, wonderful person! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! It WILL take, but IT CAN BE DONE! Please just try to be as much patient as you can be! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT!I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, HALLIEBETH87!