I hope tomorrow is better for you.
I can agree with a lot of what you said about this forum and it being more supportive than others
re: mental health forums, I've been on 3- but out of those 3, this is the only one I've stuck to
one had ridiculous rules (for example they had a self harm forum, but insisted you didn't post anything about self harm)
and the other one had a posting rule that said 5 posts per day, anymore than that in a day they are moderated.
edit to say: I don't remember which forum it was, but one of them insisted that you didn't support others, the thread was yours, and yours alone
if anyone commented to support you, the thread was shut down by the moderator