I hope I am not violating PC rules. I like to post for my own benefit, even if no one helps me.

I am going to apologize to my on for anything I may have done that made him angry. I am going to tell him anything he does is acceptable to us, even though it deeply hurts us. We are going to get through the wedding day, pumped with meds.

So much for boundaries, I am eating the shyt sandwich. I can’t bear to be estranged from my son. Though, I expect everything bad to keep happening, and this is a hopeless situation.