I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear! I agree with all the other great, wise, wonderful posters and all the support they're giving to you! You ARE good enough, you ARE smart enough and you ARE pretty enough! You're ALWAYS enough simply by being yourself! You're strong and wonderful just the way you are and we don't want you to act or be in any other way that isn't YOURSELF! I'm so sorry you're not feeling accepted or loved! You DO deserve to be accepted and to be loved just like everyone else on this Earth! Please don't be so hard on yourselves! You know those bad things you are saying about yourself AREN'T TRUE! They're NOT! That's just your inner snake and your Depression talking! That doesn't mean it's true! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL BEAR and we ALL know that! Please be kind to yourself, ok, my dear, sweet friend? Love must come from within ourselves before anyone else! Trust me when I say that you haven't, aren't, and NEVER will disappoint anyone, especially here on PC! We'll always accept you here and you'll ALWAYS be a part of us! You'll ALWAYS be welcome here! We'll never abandon you! I promise you that! We ALL care about you! We ALL love you! Feel free to vent and write here as much as you need to and want to! You know we'll NEVER JUDGE YOU! I promise you that I'll NEVER JUDGE YOU! I hope you'll be able to love yourself as well! Please try to keep practicing self-love and self-respect as much as you can if you want to! You deserve to get better and to feel good! You deserve to live an happy life just like everyone else does! You deserve all of this and MUCH, MUCH MORE becasue YOU'RE AWESOME, YOU ROCK and YOU KNOW THAT! We ALL know that! I'm sure you know that as well even if it's deep down! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Please be kind to yourself as much as you can, ok, my dear, sweet friend? That's all we're asking you! Please NEVER up HOPE! Try to HANG ON as much as you possibly CAN! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, my dear, sweet, wonderful Fuzzybear