sarahsweets...yes he had a fling and stayed away from home during the summer of 2017. I think all the years I exaggerated pleasure from the acts that were not intercourse made him believe he had to be pretty damn good and I think he wanted to find out if he could get that reaction from another woman . When he came home he decided that we should try to make it work even though he continued to stay in touch with the girl til she went to prison. The porn has been been an issue, on and off for most of our relationship. Maybe he just can't give me what I need, Loyalty and honesty but at this point a thorough session of good sex would probably do wondersfor me.
Thank you SilverTrees..