I started back using drugs months ago. Alcohol when I don't have any.
I just turned 23 and i've pretty much sealed the deal on throwing my life away, because I don't want it.
I sit here all day, and refuse to do anything for my mental and physical condition. Though in the past I've tried but failed.
Secretly hoping to have an overdose to get up out of here.
I'm open online, just wanted to share.