I was supposed to see my therapist today but she had a family emergency and had to cancel. I haven't seen her since March 18th and now I'm not going to see her until May 6th. I want to SH right now. My emotions are all over the place and I want to cry. She had been pushing me last time to extend out my not SH-ing even after Lent. But now that I'm not going to see her until after that, I'm worried I'm going to relapse and I'm going to relapse spectacularly. I hadn't decided if I was going to push out my date of not SH-ing but now it's that much harder to. Kit