Thank you everybody for replying. I am feeling a little better now. I will do whatever it takes to survive. My mood is similar to a roller coaster. I at times feel a little better but mostly feel bad. I hope to get better with time. Time will only tell. I am still wondering if I will receive SSDI. I am apprehensive about it still. But, unless I apply I won't know. I again thank you for your replies. If I have any questions, I will ask.