Hi. It seems you’re being very hard yourself. You’re new and there’s a learning curve. It’s expected that you will ask many questions while you’re learning. It takes time and over time you will get better as you learn the ropes and ins and outs of your job. Just learn right now and follow the lead of those above you who are guiding you. Keep asking questions. You’re not incompetent at all. You’re just learning something new! Hugs!