Well it has been three weeks so it is time for me to go see my pdoc. I am kind of leery about it and have been thinking about cancelling, which I have only done once in the decade I have been seeing him and he has never cancelled on me without rearranging another appointment at the same time.

I am not sure what I will do if I think he is still manic, like he said he was last time, and if we spend the session talking about his feelings.

If he indicates he thinks he is still manic I might ask him about the ethics of seeing patients when is mood is so abnormal.