Sorry I just saw your thread, Miss Laura. Sorry you are feeling so crappy.
I'm SO glad your friend has been understanding!! It can be hard when we feel so bad about ourselves, but sometimes we have to give people a chance to help and be there for us. As you have found, they can turn our expectations upside down.
Hope you get to feeling better soon.
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure