My mom has been very abusive to me my entire life. She tried to kill me when I was 2. She called me when she was in the pool. I walked into the pool. I say her walking towards me and then turn around. I looked the other way and say my father walking towards me and he picked me up. My mom could have cared less if I drowned and this was evident in her behavior. She saw me fall in the pool and was walking towards me. Then she turned around and continued to walk away from me. She caused me to start hallucinating. The mental health workers keep forcing me to have a relationship with her. Why don't they allow me to stop contact with her?