Today the emotional roller coaster i went through this week is starting to take a toll on me. im tired. emotionally, especially.

work was ok, lunch was ok, but i cant wait to finish work tonight and enjoy the free evening with my friend.

and i hope i'll get to rest well enough this long weekend and next week will be a "Holiday week". it will be the first real break since 8 weeks ago when i had the flu. i hope i'll be able to enjoy it as well.

im still thinking about exT and yesterday's session. why did He say He hopes i reconsider going back to therapy with Him? i have no more work to do in therapy. not with Him and not with anone else. im still seeing T as a support. i dont feel i have anything to work on anymore.

anyway, i already printed my T's letter, so now im free of letting my mind wander or just relax. let's just hope work goes smoothly until tonight. thats all i ask and hope for…

i hope everyone has a nice weekend...