You know what really sucks?

To have a curious and talented mind, which could almost be considered as brilliant, slowly destroyed because the people who were supposed to raise you did it the wrong way.

I mean, I had the passion, I had the ability, I had the grades, I had the support from teachers. Why years later must I not be able to follow my dreams? What? Because I almost hallucinated myself to death three years ago and I still think the government is spying on me?

What happened to a could be neurosurgeon? Why did others' idiocy had to affect him? Now what about the fact that it's him who needs psychosurgery to relieve anxiety?

If nothing else, I was born normal and with enough hard work I could achieve anything. Now I am just another nobody.