What I meant is that I am not seeing progress at this time. Therapy is not helping me achieve anything, so there doesn't seem to be a reason to continue subjecting myself to it.
I don't think I've ever found therapy pleasant. My very first discussion with the therapist was very combative on both ends and consisted of her informing me that I was abusive and wrong. That is not a criticism, as it needed to happen, I am just trying to explain that she has never been the type to make my feelings a priority over getting things done. She has certainly never sought to do what I want or satisfy me. Therapy has been helpful in the past, but not lately.
I am not unhappy because I am unhappy, I am unhappy because of the specific things that have occurred coupled with the fact that I'm not getting anything out of it.