I get that with DID you are split at a certain age. A host is whoever fronts most etc. What about your orginal self and I am not referring to DID because I know you are fragmented and there is no orginal self. What about with OSDD? I only remember me. I remember going to school as me. Going home and being emotionally and mentally abused as me all after 8. I dont remember if I was happy, sad or whatever before 8. I dont have enough collective memories to come to any conclusion and my parents are of no help. Anyway so I dont remember any parts of me (alters)(anyone who felt drastically different than me until my 20s) and I am always conscious of her. So do people with OSDD still have an orginal self? Can you be BPD and still feel you have a separate self? One that feels different than you emtionally?