I came here to find a way to help control my impulses. I love the ritual of finding a partner to move and seduce them, but it's become something I cant control anymore. My girlfriend left town for two weeks and i had an affair with my ex just cause she was easy to get there and when I admitted to the affair I said I was going to seek counseling to control those urges and made a promise not to cheat again, but it's not as easy as just turning it off. I love my girlfriend and she's been one of my best friends for over 8 years and I dont want to do her wrong, but I dont know how to pull it back in. It's like my mind just starts a process and it just nags at me until I follow through and when I dont follow through my mind turns on me.