I am feeling better. I looked into the amount I can receive through SSI and realize I can't make ends meet. I have not worked long enough to receive SSDI. I am taking my time to recover. I am hoping to continue with my shots and hoping to remain stable. I went off my medications again because I forgot to take them. I think the shots are more suitable for me. I am feeling fine. I gained much weight though. I will try to lose weight while continuing with the shots. I believe I can recover somehow. I am feeling good for once. I am hoping to make a comeback and find some work again somewhere. I am not going to rush it though. I will do my best and take my time to recover.