Then I really don't know what I am supposed to do. And giving a theory of everything is not an obstacle, the obstacle is pushing through school with maximum grades. I don't think it is possible, due to many reasons.


It's not like that I want to only have a BSc degree and do nothing related to science, but unfortunately if I see the big picture I don't think I'll make through PhD, then as a job as an associate professor. Because I have difficulty interacting -- or, rather, difficulty interacting as other kids do -- I'll never get a position in the academia anyway.