Well, he is taken. I think he also figured out that I liked him. I guess I made it obvious without stating so explicitly. At least he saved me from completely humiliating myself.

It feels like my heart is broken again, even though I had no idea there was anything left to break. I know I need to be more mature and not have crushes on people. I feel just as stupid (if not more so) as I did when I first noticed those feelings. Embarrassing. Even more embarrassing is that I keep crying about it and about other things...ugh.