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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
TRIGGER WARNING
Possible trigger:
I don’t want to poison another thread with my poison..
I don’t want to burden papa bear or anyone with my negativity and garbage
I’ve been toxic and worthless since birth...
I don’t have any purpose on this earth..
I’m sorry for existing. If I could change that and exit from this world.
Believe me I would 
I’m too stupid to even get that right.
I’ve thought and thought of ways to exit..
I do not want to be on this planet.
But I’m a coward so I’m stuck in this hell on earth
And deserve this intolerable relentless pain
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I'm sorry.
I too think of ending it constantly, but also too big of a coward.
So every day is just agonizing pain. There's no beauty in anything for me anymore. I just want out so badly but tomorrow morning I'll wake up with that heart pounding anxiety, knowing there's another day full of suffering.
You don't deserve it. I wish there was something I could do for you. I don't know if it's kosher to say this but if you ever want to talk on the phone or if anyone does really, I'm here.
- Joe