I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Stuck1nhead! I completely agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given lots of great, kind, wise, wonderful advice on this thread! I'd suggest to follow it as much as you can if you want to! They always give SUCH great, wise, wonderful advice to EVERYONE like in this case! I'm REALLY HAPPY that you were able to talk to your psychiatrist about this! Hopefully she will be able to help you and hopefully you'll be able to get tested and see if there's anything more to what you're feeling right now! Understanding how you feel and what you feel is already winning half the battle! Good for you! Be proud of yourself for that! You're AWESOME! You're STRONG! You're a WARRIOR! You're an AWESOME, STRONG WARRIOR! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let me know if there's anything we can do to help YOU! Just let us know and we'llALL do our best to help YOU! I PROMISE YOU THAT! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know how it goes! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Stuck1nhead!