It's nice to see you again, buzzy! I'm sorry you've been so depressed. Yes, I've had depressions that went on for many months. They suck.
I hope you get feeling better soon. And I hope you find being back on the forums helpful.
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure