I’m such a slow learner...
I don’t “cope” well with “life”

I’ve been dumped by another professional in real life (sigh)

The Shame of That :-(
The Shame of being fuzzy bear :-(

And I make so many mistakes.. :-(
Which Should Always be harshly punished ...
And Never ever forgiven..
Or even accepted as mistakes
But why? Because it Was Always So
Since I was a tiny cub :-(
It’s boring and it’s sad and it makes me very very tired
I am not that person those abusers pointed the finger at
why should I be polite to people who show me NO RESPECT

Why should I grovel and bow to those who are So Superior and who look for things to complain about

My PUS parental units were beyond cruel to me...
If I try to force myself to “move on”
If I try to force myself to be “normal” by punishing every word I say .. every movement I make
I’m repeating their abuse

If I’m a “horrible terrible” person because I’m not perfect then so are most in this world

I always dreamt of kindness and peace ....

It seems humans are not ... idk.. I am grateful Bears do not live long

(Not about anyone on pc)