I understand that now.
As soon as I can grasp my mind around it, it will stop hurting.
Nobody cares.
Nobody cares.
Nobody cares.
Probably nobody cares about this post.
Don't blame you if you don't.
I know I'm not worth caring about.
I just wish I understood why.
Maybe then I could wrap my mind around it easier.
So - even if you don't care about me or this post .. can you just tell me why .. please?