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Apr 23, 2019 at 06:35 PM
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I need to die. But I won't. I want to die. But I won't. I have no plans. I tell myself daily not to make plans - bc plans make it too tempting and temptation just makes it hurt more - bc I won't. My life isn't really that bad I guess. But my brain - my brain is going all over the place. I want it to stop. I don't care how. Except - I do. Because I won't force myself to take my own life. I'm so mixed up. So fed up. So angry. So sad. So confused. Want the me I knew for 2yrs back. Why did this happen? Why does nobody care? Why will nobody help me? Why can I not get to a counselor? Why does my husband think its not as bad as it is? Why does it go nuts for no reason? Why am I a basketball case? Why can't I just be me?
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